Holy wedding plans! Only 58 days and I have a to do list so long I should probably be running around like a crazy person, checking things off. (Instead I’m blogging. GO ME!) Our families have been really supportive and I’m grateful for that.
Mike’s mom met my family for the first time on Mother’s Day. It was really great to introduce my future MIL to my family. I feel very lucky to have such an awesome and kind MIL…there is a definite friendship developing and I’m excited to be able to have an honest relationship with her, unlike so many of the horror stories you hear! Now for my family to meet Mike’s dad and step mom! 
We’re currently experiencing (the too brief Utah) spring. My sister and I have started walking again. Last year we didn’t start on our health kick until August, so I’m sure we’ll be able to make a lot of progress since it’s only May. Which is great because I am eager to be healthier and more active. I don’t want to become teeny tiny or anything, I’d just like to tone up a bit. Right now we’re pushing my niece along in her BOB stroller but soon we’ll be carrying her in a child carrier backpack. NOTHING kicks your ass like hauling a two-year-old around a mountain on your back. I’m really excited! (And obviously sick – HA HA.)
My little niece (Bubbie) knew that I was pregnant; something I will not disclose so soon the next time. The last few times I’ve seen Bubbie she taps my belly while we’re playing and asks, “Is there still a baby in there?” My sister asked if it was hard having Bubbie pepper me with questions about the baby and honestly, I almost feel like it helps. She’s just two and she doesn’t ask from a mean place. Most people are afraid to ask or don’t want to bring it up for fear of upsetting me. Somehow, the honesty of a toddler helps me feel better (even though it’s still sad), because she acknowledges what was there.
I was really worked up about telling my niece there was no longer a baby in my tummy after the miscarriage but she handled it like such a pro. I was sitting at the kitchen table and my niece was showing me her new shoes. She exclaimed, “And! Today we can go shopping and buy shoes for your BABY!” When I told her there wasn’t a baby in my tummy anymore. She squeaked, “Ohhh.” and gave me a big hug.
I feel for you. Good luck
Kids have a way of smoothing out the rough edges sometimes with their honesty and hugs. I’m glad she could do that for you.
That is sweet and adorable and sad at the same time. I’m glad you seem to be doing better, though. And 58 days?? Holy crap. Am I right or wrong in remembering that at this time last year, you were just as single as I am? (If so, maybe there is still hope for me yet!)
I’m happy for you, Pants. Congrats and best of luck to you.
baby carrier backpacks,
Spam? But nice? So confusing. Thank you for the sentiment.
Sizzle,
Kids do have a way of helping things along with their honesty and hugs. I think it’s because they aren’t yet jaded by life.
Stefanie,
And thank you!
Yes, you are right, I was very much single at this time last year. I was trying to come to terms with the possibility of not being married and having kids. I was (happily) surprised by finding my guy.
love you! I’ll be seeing you in 56 days!
What a sweet niece! At least this is a whirl with happy stuff going on. Good for you!
Steph,
Love you too!
foundinidaho,
Yes, she is a little spark of joy.
Hi lady – love that you’re back to posting more frequently again – I missed you. I changed the name to my Tumblr, check it out – I may not be too far behind you in the love department. Coincidence? I say it’s about damn time.
Good luck with the planning, and I’m glad you have your neice to smooth the rough edges.
xo – cranium